Okay...

First off, Robert, you posted. I literally did my happy dance. I looked incredibly stupid but yeah. Thank you for posting! [:

But yeah, onto today's topic.

To start off, this girl that rides Jonathon's bus....I hate her. A. Lot. End of story. Not only does she do things that she SHOULDN'T do with MY boyfriend, but then she gets totally pissed at me for saying she's a slut. [I mean really, if you're pregnant in the 8th grade, and you getting married the next summer to a TOTALLY DIFFERENT GUY, you're a slut. Prove me wrong if you wish. And no, she wasn't raped or whatever so yeah.] Any who, now she wants to beat the shit outta me. And her cousin [Matthew, my now ex best friend] also wants to beat the shit outta me for telling him to get a handle on his cousin cause she was on Jonathon again. And, to top it all off, he got this other girl involved, and now she wants to beat the shit outta me....to impress Matthew.

When I learned all this I seriously went: '-' hoe sheet. ._.

Uhmm..yeah. I haven't had time to get any art done, too much school work, too much regular work, and too much drama to concentrate on anything. [Honestly, I haven't slept in two days from worrying so much about this. And I don't even hardly feel tired...which is strange.]

I'm no longer allowed to take those miracle headache pills, because they no longer work, they make me not eat, and they don't help my sleeplessness any, in fact, they make it worse. [: [I'm smiling on the outside, but inside, I'm about to die.]

Hmmm....has anyone heard the piece Moscow, 1941 by Brian Balmanges [I think that's how you spell his name]? The band's playing it for our end of year concert. So far, it's my favorite piece. Yeah, I'm a dark person liking a song about the war. Sue me. [please don't I'm poor enough.]

Well, this is enough, I have two projects to do, 3 test's to study for, and a few signatures I have to forage. Woo. Not.

Sorry for crappy posts,
~Racheal

Words can't describe how happy I am right now.

Seriously, after MONTHS of near non stop headaches and experimenting with different medicines and combination's of medicines [yes, I know that I'm very smart for combining medicines] I finally found a migraine medicine that's off brand and WORKS! And, the best part is that I only have to take it once every 24 hours :D So yeah, no more feeling like theirs a hammer falling into my head [yes, I do know what that feels like]

So yeah *victory dance*

LaTeRz!
~Racheal

Festival. :]

Festival tomorrow :] Then going to Denny's with the band mwahaha, not to mention that I get out of a world history test :D I have to be at school at 7:45 [I get there at 7:15 though...usually] I leave at 8, two hours later and really close to the coast is where the band preforms [: Then we get back around 4 [after stopping for some lunch at 2 bwahaha] thennnn off to Denny's. Yay for fun days :)

Oh, for anyone willing to answer, is it okay to have headaches EVERY day? ._. For a couple months straight? Cause I'm starting to wonder aha....uhmm yeah.

Haven't had time for much drawing except for a few sketches which I'm not allowed to post online because they belong to other people and I really don't wanna get in trouble. Hah...

Song[s] I'm obsessed with at the moment (this is only to take up space cause I don't want a short post for some reason.) : This could be anywhere (alexisonfire [is it alexis on fire or alex is on fire??]) Nothing good has happened yet (We are the ocean) Pet (A perfect circle) aaaand Me against the world (simple plan)

Yay for space-taker-uperers :D

Uhmm...Im'ma go and try to get rid of the second headache today :\

~Racheal

I'm sorry about this.

[Sorry for all swear words about to be said, but I need to vent, badly.]

If it wasn't for the damned law some fucking people would have their damned heads smeared along the roads. Damned people beating innocent animals. God damned! Poor dog came to me, scared as hell, cause her owners fuckin' beat her all the damned time. She needed her paw taken off cause a fox [or feral dog] mangled it, and what do those good for nothing owners do? They fuckin' wait MONTHS [!!!] till they do anything and then she has her whole front leg off. Fuck! They don't feed the poor dog nearly enough, I feed her when she comes over, and when I sit down to watch her, she climbs into my lap and she looks as if I'm about to beat her like those fuckers that call themselves human.

Okay, I'm done, I think, sorry if that didn't make ANY sence what so ever. :\ Damn it just pissed me off so badly I was crying. I hate crying, I HATE people like the ones mentioned in this post. No,
I don't hate them, hate isn't a strong enough word....despise? I still don't think that's a good enough word.

Pictures.

I've been really busy lately, what with Festival coming up and open houses and being sick I haven't been able to draw much :(((( So, I have some pictures of things.




Okays, the first one is my desk (: Aaaaand then the result of being bored in class [the big one in the middle was done at 6:20am yesterday while waiting on my bus, the one to the right was done in 3rd period (yay for the school day almost being over!!!) and the one on the left was done in 1st period (boo boring science lectures)] the third one is my wall of sexiness ;) Aaaaand finally my 16 year old dream catcher :D

Well, this is all I've got for now, I think I'm going to practice my clarinet so I sound awesome at Festival, which is on Wednesday [yay for 2ish hour bus rides to the coast ><] oh well, it'll be fun (:

~Racheal