I haven't died...yet.

So, I'm now in NY. But I'll be moving again, we bought a house and were starting to put our tons and tons of shit in it. Can anyone say: giant yard saaaaaaale? :D
I'm pretty much screwed for two of my exams, but I'll have another year to make up for what I didn't learn here before I have to take it. Stupid regents. :|
The refrigerator broke on Friday. So the freezer full of meat, the fridge full of milk/cream/eggs...yeah, it stinks to high hell. And guess who gets to help clean it? D:
Oh, I've started cutting out all meat from my diet, second go round at being a veggie! I blame my bio teacher for nearly making me cut up a frog. I didn't have to, I just had to do the lab packet and write a paper as to why I wouldn't. Simple. >:D
Hm. My cousin gave me a job, I'll be designing signs for businesses/amusement parks, and possibly wraps for trucks/cars. I'm excited.
Hey...on Wednesday me and my boyfriend will have been together for 1 1/2 years. D'aw.
The boyfriend and my band went to Florida, he got me a giant orange gummy bear :D nomnomnom...even though I don't have it yet, he's still on the bus back up to NC.
Speaking of NC, right by my beloved home got smashed by tornadoes. D': So far I don't think anyone's hurt...but I'm learning of all this through the internet (facebook) >.>
This is a very random post, and I think I should apologize for not updating more often...and I bet everyone that reads this (what is it, 3 people?) thinks I'm dead! :D Or thought, since...I posted this. But anyway.
Okay, post is over!
~Racheal.


Oh, I really need to work on my grammar on these posts. :|

Holy....

Alright, first off, sorry for not posting in such a long time. Busy with a lot of things between stress and band and school and family and my relationship. But yeah. This will probably be a long post. I've missed blogging, as in, a lot.
Unfortunately, I've sunken back into depression. I can't help it. And I do not want to go back to a counselor. I'm on enough medicine for my migraines as is. I'm stressing over moving, I'm leaving my wonderful NC in a month to go to NY, that isn't helping much. I don't know if I'll get credit for this semester or not and I really need the credits. All the stress has caused me to get pretty sick so now I'm on a lot of medicine.

I'm also almost on the line of being considered anorexic. If I loose much more weight I'll get in trouble with my doctor(s). Stupid migraine medicine makes me have no appetite what so ever.

The wonderful veins showing on my face should be a good indicator of how stressed I am, right? It's normal for them to show up when I've turned back pale for the winter [towards the middle of winter though.] But, I've still got my tan. And the veins are showing around my eyes, temples, and mouth. It. Looks. Creepy.

Hopefully tomorrow I will upload some drawings I've done in school, for I'm taking Art History [even though I signed up for ArtI] I think I've gotten a little bit better. I've even painted a few things. Although I've only gotten one of them back, my Day of the Dead mask. Yay crap camera! *sends pictures to yahoo....tries to upload them....*



Yes, I know it looks bad, and the picture has horrible quality. I'm sorry. But I had fun painting it, and it makes a really nice mask. (:

Oh, I'm kinda debating weather I want to try and help animate this movie thing: rawr. It looks like fun, but I don't have a lot of patience or practice with animation. So I'm not sure. I probably won't take it just because of my lack of experience and how little patience I have.

I'm actually passing my civics class. I'm so proud of myself. :') This is the first history-ish class I've been in where I've been passing. [passing as in making B's and C's instead of F's and D's] And to think that everyone said that this is the hardest history class you have to take in high school. X3 I win. Hahaha.

Okay, long post is over. I'll try my best to upload something tomorrow since I wont get home until 6. Peace!

Oh yeah, if anyone's still reading this thing, how's life?

Uhm...

D: It's been over a month since my last post D: I'm soooo sorry people! [I've been busy with getting my medicines right and doctors visits and hospital visits and exams and so on and so forth.]

BUT I HAVE SOME ART STUFF!

Okay, first the purple eye, for my friend Abi [I love the way she spells her name :D]
Second, I just changed the wolfs eye color from amberish to blue gray...so yeah.
I have others, but I need to scan them into the computer, once I do I'll put them up here.


So yeah, please forgive me for not being on much D:
~Racheal

Wow

"Her headaches are constant increasing in pain with each passing day she cant even manage to stand on her own its gotten so bad"

Yeah, had to go to the hospital Friday morning. It wasn't fun. :| But anywho, I now have pills...which don't work...and make me tired and dizzy...and I don't eat. Hardly at all [like, today, I ate 2 pieces of bread ._.]

And I still have horrible headaches.

So as soon as I can stay fairly out of the fetal position I shall draw/write something.

I don't even know if I typing this right cause I'm half asleep and I'm not looking at the computer...I'm just typing whatever I think of aha ^^"

Being grounded sucks.

Yeah, I was grounded for a few days [it would've been longer...but I'm good at convincing >:)] So, I had my phone, computer, tablet, and any pencils my mom could find taken >< Ugh.

So I haven't drawn anything...sorry.

OH, please, tell me if this is fare: Jonathon and I were just hugging, not even really close like we normally do, and we got written up. An hour before school even started. We now have an hour and a half of ASD on Monday. Fuck. I hate our principal. Asshole. [sorry for all the swearing. ]

ON A LIGHTER NOTE! Next Saturday is the Wicked trip :D I can't wait.

I'm loosing a lottt of weight lately. ._." It's not healthy, I know...oh well.

Nothin' else to say,
~Racheal.

Okay.

I've been doodling fennec foxes a LOT lately, with horrible anatomy might I add. Once I make a decent looking one I'll post it. I would've had one already but I had to do a spanish project...that was due Monday >< And, not being racist at ALL here, but, white people, such as mehself, shouldn't speak spanish. Because we fail. And then our spanish speaking friends make fun of our horrible grammar and the way we pronounce words the 'white' way. :< ANYWAY! I'm almost through with the hell that is drivers ed. THANK JERKY! :3 Although I'll have to take the finally exam....cause I fail. Oh well :|

Doomy doomy doom >:3

Peace. Out. [yay Dark Angel quotes <3]
~Racheal

THE DRAWINGS ARE FINALLY UP!!!

Yay! There finally up, the scanner took it's sweet ass time....but there finally here :D A maned wolf and a carousel horse ^-^ Enjoy.

~Racheal