Unfortunately, I've sunken back into depression. I can't help it. And I do not want to go back to a counselor. I'm on enough medicine for my migraines as is. I'm stressing over moving, I'm leaving my wonderful NC in a month to go to NY, that isn't helping much. I don't know if I'll get credit for this semester or not and I really need the credits. All the stress has caused me to get pretty sick so now I'm on a lot of medicine.
I'm also almost on the line of being considered anorexic. If I loose much more weight I'll get in trouble with my doctor(s). Stupid migraine medicine makes me have no appetite what so ever.
The wonderful veins showing on my face should be a good indicator of how stressed I am, right? It's normal for them to show up when I've turned back pale for the winter [towards the middle of winter though.] But, I've still got my tan. And the veins are showing around my eyes, temples, and mouth. It. Looks. Creepy.
Hopefully tomorrow I will upload some drawings I've done in school, for I'm taking Art History [even though I signed up for ArtI] I think I've gotten a little bit better. I've even painted a few things. Although I've only gotten one of them back, my Day of the Dead mask. Yay crap camera! *sends pictures to yahoo....tries to upload them....*
Yes, I know it looks bad, and the picture has horrible quality. I'm sorry. But I had fun painting it, and it makes a really nice mask. (:
Oh, I'm kinda debating weather I want to try and help animate this movie thing: rawr. It looks like fun, but I don't have a lot of patience or practice with animation. So I'm not sure. I probably won't take it just because of my lack of experience and how little patience I have.
I'm actually passing my civics class. I'm so proud of myself. :') This is the first history-ish class I've been in where I've been passing. [passing as in making B's and C's instead of F's and D's] And to think that everyone said that this is the hardest history class you have to take in high school. X3 I win. Hahaha.
Okay, long post is over. I'll try my best to upload something tomorrow since I wont get home until 6. Peace!
Oh yeah, if anyone's still reading this thing, how's life?
Good to know you are still there.
ReplyDeleteGood Luck, don't give up.
good to hear from you (i've been slack lately too!) hang in there =)
ReplyDeleteyou sound like one of my other friends.... she is going through the same things like moving band and what she has left of her relationship. she is also a diabetic so she is always on medication and can't do much and HER doctors are getting on to her.
ReplyDeleteYou will get through it I know that it is tough now but sooner or later it will all work out. don't give up thats the worst thing you could do.